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Haix..lately not really in good mood and the cause of this might be after that Nikki's incident. So far guess only Jolene can roughly understand how i felt. Who will be glad losing one friend moreover your best friend, someone who you can confide in and trust. Went to see Nikki's profile in friendster and saw the testimonials wrote by Eileen and MeiChoo. My heart sank. Seeing my best friend

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i cried. i actually cried over him!! i really do not want to fall for him even though i forget brian cuz of him but this ain't happening~ i noe he now only like his childhood lover or someone else hu hannan like too as that wad he said that is his love rival...i tot i will nv get hurt so much after brian but i was wrong..now even he can made me feel hurt..why must it be him out of so many others.

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Finally break down after so long. Really cnt tk it anymore...my tears start to flow once again tot i wont nv see it again but really had enuff. I know tat no one can tk anything away from us but now my request is to beg someone to take me away from this misery even if tat caused death...

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now feeling so down...feel like ending my life. wont it be good if i just die or suffer from any coma or anything that could allow me to leave this misery place?!? why am i so lag!! now then fall for him its all too late...i have already hurt him like hell last time and now i finally got moved by all those things he did last time to me. jo did told him abt it but all he sae is "past had already

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haix..so sick of my life now. things are getting worse and worse and even worse as before. now really start to detest everything even my life..sometimes wondering if i die will everything come to an end. bs and rochelle acc were being hacked and right after this incident nikki's mother called on bs and scolded her. i just dont get it why ppl always dun get the whole incident clear and always keep

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haix..so many things happened to me...quarrelled with nikki since 26th july'04..now things get even worse and worse. I just dun get it, she's the one who started this because she felt left out. Now almost half the class against her and she's no longer the person i used to know le. Sometimes really wanna be like last always hang out like siao char bo but whenever i thought of all the things that

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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You arean angelic spirit who has fallen from grace forone reason or another - possibly, you made onetragic mistake that cost you everything. Ormaybe you were blamed for a crime you didn'tcommit. In any case, you are faithless andjoyless. You find no happiness, love, oracceptance in your love or in yourself. Mostdays are a burden and you wonder when thehurting

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haix so long never come here update le. last friday at orchard very sianx because all my friends playing pool in ssc then decide to ask beishi call calvin they all come orchard accompany us lor. that time calvin, elijah and kenneth came then i thought boon and kenny not free mah. next day went down to FL there saw boon, he lei give me those attitude and faces then i slowly found out from calvin

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hMm..fOr tHe pAst tHrEe dAys quIte haPpiE cuZ 'iAn' tOk To mE onLinE. nOt oNe dAy bUt tWo dAys wOr. dEn yesTeRdAy wEnt To tOwN fiRst Go tAkasHimAya tHeRe tO sEarCh wHethEr mY gReAt grAnd tUdi thEre dEn lAta bAck tO mY fAvoUriTe pS aNd i sAw 'iAn'. wElL...didNt rEalLy toK tO hiM cUz wHen i sAw hiM i wiLl sEems tO waLk aWay. tHoUgh diDnt toK bUt reAlLy vEry haPpiE to sEe hiM lOr...ever siNce yEar

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tOdAy 'yAn' tOld mE thAt hE reAd mY blOg aNd hE trIeD tO caLl mE tWo tiMes bUt bOtH i eItHer nOt aT hOmE oR slEepIng. i jUst duN gEt iT loR whEn i sAy tHe wOrdS fRiEnds..hE aNd hEr tOgeTheR lE mAh cuZ tHat tiMe hE lOg iN dEn i sAw hIs niCk sO tiS sHoWn thAt hE haD giVen uP lE mAh dEn wHy mY aNswEr cAnt bE fRiEnds? thIs tiMe i didnT aCt rAsh bY eNdinG a rElAtIoNsHip eVeR siNce tHaT 'iAn' iNciDenT

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tOdAy aR kEnA cAlLeD uP bY rAtnAm aGaiN..i'Ve nO iDeA hOw mAny tiMes i hAvE bEen cAugHt bY hEr wHeneVeR i brOke tHe skOol rUlEs tiS yEaR. tOdAy oSo tHe dAy whEn bOtH mY paRenTs wEre nOt iN sinGaPoRe ..tHe hOuSe sO quIeT oNe. sO i dEciDed tO cAlL hiM uP lOr liKe wHaT mY tuDi sAy bUt i cAlL hiM lE iN thE eNd hE sEemS buSy wiTh soMetHiNg sO aLsO hAng uP tHe fOnE leSs dEn 2 mIns. i tOt hE wOuLd aT

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i duNnO whEtHeR tiS is fAtEd oR waD. toDaY i wAs lOokIng bAck aT alL mY bLoG aNd aCCidEntlY clIck oN hIs liNk. i sAw hIs rEcEnT entRy aNd fOuNd oUt tHat hE dEciDed tO lEt gO iF tHat tHe cAsE i rAtHeR hE tElL mE tHe tRuTh nOw aNd leTtiNg mYsElF waiT liKe aN iDiOt. oH yA tiS sOng iS by bRiTnEy tiTlE eVerYtiMe haAha tiS sOng i HeAr unTil cRy wOr rEalLy vEry sAd siA tHe lyRicS..buT dEn tHe rEasOns

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*sOb sOb*tOdAy iS tHe 8Th mOntH siNce tHe bRoKe uP. hAix alSo jUst foUnd oUt tHat hE faiLeD hiS 'N' lEvEl, nOw cAnNot gRaduAte oN tHe sAme yEaR lE. hE toLd mE mAybe hE pLanNiNg tO gO pRivAte sTudYiNg; i cAnt sEe hiM aS oFtEN lE. nOw i jUst hOpe tHat tHeRe wiLl bE a miRacLe fOr hiM lOr. duNno why i eVeRytiMe liEd tO hiM anD sAid tHat i liKe sOmeOne eLse bUt tHe tRutH iS hiM lOr. tHis bAckGroUnd

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fEw mOre dAys tO chriStmAsaLl i wAnT iS juSt hOpE tHaT hE woulD spEnd tHaT dAy wiTh mE lOr..bUt i guEsS tIs iS imPoSsiBle. *sOb sOb* i jUsT hApPeNed tO sAw hIs aWay mSg iN iRc "mIssIN u .. HopIn U wiLl MisS mi .. gOneS 2 aMk.. aNitiNG cOr jiErEn i wIf HIm .. ('oo')" i kNow tHat hE's rEfErRiNg tO wAi yEe. hAix wHy eVeryTimE mUst lEt mE sEe aLl thIs sAd Sad tHinGs oNe. rEaLly vEry hArD tO aCtuAlLy

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jUst cAme bAck fRom mY hoLidAy. hAix i mEt hiM iN tHe hOtEl oN tHe 2Nd dAy, sO coiNcidEnt hOr. tHat tImE hE wAs abouT tO cHeCk oUt aNd oNly i sAw hiM, hE dIdnt sAw mE. cOme tO tHinK oF wAd kEnNetH sAid wHy diDnt i wAlkeD uP tO hiM aNd sAy hi? oH ya iN gEntIng i mAde quIte a fEw fRieNds, 2 fRom mAlAysiAn aNd 4 gUys fRom siNgaPoRe. HaAha dIdnT kNow gO tHeRe hOliDay oSo cAn mAkE fRiEnds. tHe 2

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tHiS iS sO wEiRd..wHy dO i HaF thE wEiRd wEiRd fEeliNg wHeN hE wAs tElLiNg mE aLl hiS pRobLemS? i dId hiM wRonG lAst tiMe bUt nOw i hOpE i wOnT liKe hiM pLeAse..i tRiEd tO coNtroL mYseLf fRoM nOt rEpLyiNg hiM. hAix i fEeliNg sO fAn nAo nOw. nOw aNoThEr tHinG iS wHy sEbAsTiAn sTiLl wAnNa wAsTe hiS tiMe wAiT, hE sHouLd kNoW tHat i WonT liKe hiM bUt wHy iS hE doInG alL tHis? nOw i kNoW tHe mOre i

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wEe~! haAha i fiNalLy fiNiSh wAtChiNg "aT tHe dOlPhiN bAy". mY eYes nOw vEry rEd aNd sWoLleN hAaHa mE wAtCh uNtiL cRy tOo mUch lE, tHiS shOw rEalLy vEry tOuchIng lOr tHen wHen i wAtCh wiLl tHinK oF hiM bUt tOdAy i didnT tHiNk oF hiM. iS tHiS gOoD oR bAd? aCtuAlLy cOme tO tHinK oF iT i sHouLd bE tHanKfuL tO aCtuAlLy hAvE hiM oNce aNd tHaT iS enOuGh lE bA tHouGh iT oNly lAsteD fOR 4 mOntHs aNd 20

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uNtiL nOw mY tEaRs sTiLl sHeDdiNg aS muCh aS yEstErdAy....tiS cUt iS mUch dEePeR tHaN i eXpEcTeD. tiS tWo dAys i'vE bEeN cRyiNg, nO maTtEr wHat tHe tHiNg i sAw yeStErdAy kEpT fLaShiNg tHrOugH mY miNd. nOw i'M abiT aFrAid oF fAlLiNg iN loVe aGaiN aT tHis mOmEnt bEcAusE i cAnT aCcEpt tHe fAcT oF loSiNg sOmEoNe. iF i cOuLd tUrN bAck tHe tiMe i wOuLd nOT haVe chOsEn tHiS paTh, tHiS paTh lEad mE tO a

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jUsT cRiEd fiNiSh..haIx tOdAy nOt rEaLly mY dAy bA..gOt oNe pErsOn uSe mY nAmE aS aN eXcuSe tO tHrEateN mY fRiEnd by sAyiNg tHaT hE bUlLieD me bUt lUcKy iTs oVeR.. bUt oNe mOrE tHiNg, cAlviN hAd gOtTa tHe wrOnG iDeA aNd i cAn hArdLy eXplAiN tO hiM. hAix i aLsO fOuNd oUt tHe aNswEr tO tHe qUeStiOn tHaT i hAd aLwAyS wAntEd tO kNoW. aLl tHiS tHinGs hapPeNed jUsT iN oNe dAy..i nOw rEaLly nEed aNy Of

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hAix bAd nEws..i didNt hApPeN tO bUmP iNto hiM aT tOwN *sOb* ...hAaHa bUt vEry hApPy hE cAme tO mY hOuSe tHiS eArlY mOrNinG aS hE sAid hE wAnNa wAtCh wEsTsiDe sToRy bUt iN tHe eNd sLeEp. hE wAs jUsT bEsIdE mE aNd i cAn hArdLy bReAth, mY heArTbeAt wAsnT iTsElf. eVer sInCe bRokE oFf wiTh hiM, wE nEvEr rEaLly cOntAct eAcH oTheR lE lOr. yeSteRdAy dIdNt gEt tO sEe hiM iN tOwn, tHaT mOmeNt i rEalLy oN

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yAwN~ hAvEn gO zZzZz yEt... wHoLe dAy uSe cOmpUteR hAaHa nOw abIt sCaRe oF iT lE heEz. wAh~ jUsT nOw rEalLy wAsTeD siA, hE msGed mE iN mSn bUt i wAs pLaYiN gUnBouNd sO diDnt rEpLy hIm...nOw hAiz hE gO zZzZz lE...hOw cOmE eVerYtiMe nO fAtE oNe *sOb* aNywAe fEw mOrE hOuRs i wiLl bE gOiNg tO toWn hOpe gOt fAtE tO sEe h!m tHeRe bA *wIsH hArD hArd* ..sO dIaRy wAiT fOr mY nEws tOnIgHt *wInK*

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hMm..i vErY nEw tO thIs tHinGiE hEre. eXcuSe mE iF iT iSn'T nIce cUz i sTiLl lEaRninG mAh. i ShAlL pOsT sOme oF mY dAiLy liFe iN hEre aNd iF rEaL lUckY mAybE sOmE oF mY sEcrEts cAn bE fOuNd *hEez*. Oh yA pLeAsE pArdOn mE fOr uSiNg sIngLisH..i jUsT sImPly cAn't rEsIst nOt uSiNg tHem hAahA cUz sIngLisH mAkE mY tAlkIng mOre Fun To rEaD wItH (^^) ...dOn'T yOu aGrEe??

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